I honestly do not like to do group assignments because required damn lot of meetings and we can't actually have the time of our own since we have to complete a research in just 4 weeks. Anyway.. if i were to do alone..probably there wont be a quality work and 4 weeks is insufficient.

I'm immune to the bad things that occured especially for this whole entire week.
*sigh* I really wonder when it will over.

I miss my kittens.. some went to heaven and some went missing.. Probably its just my luck..

Will Miracle Happens?

Exam posponed to 3rd day of CNY ..
I wonder if I don't go back to kampung what will my grandparents will say?
I'm just bored of travelling somehow.. long drive... =/
Its my house final exam..
I cannot afford to do badly..
*sigh*

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Today I felt better.. I was down with sinus for 3 days..
Now I began to have dry coughs ..
Hope that I'll get well soon before my practical exam.
=)

Happy New Year to everyone

yeah,, I knew its late to wish everyone now.. but better than didnt.. =D
So many bad experience for this 2 weeks therefore I dont wanna recall it back..
I'll be in the war zone from tomorrow till before CNY,,, its my final battle therefore I must win the WARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wont have time to blog already.

Wynne's new year resolution:
1. Be more positive thinking. ( it was my last yr new year resolution hehee... )
2. Stop cursing n no complains.
3. Visit my mom in US.
4. Save money to learn diving.
5. Reconstruct my room & bathroom.

morning blues...

everytime i woke up, i felt frustrated..
i enjoyed my dreams so much that when i woke up.. aww man.. im back to this reality world..
my routine these days were wake up.work.finish up journals.sleep.dream~!
its so lifeless..
waking up each day with no purpose in life..
where were those days have been?
will those days come back?

were ever a good listener? yes? think twice

In the actual world.. not many good listeners exist
it is cause nobody cares of others but to "I, me and myself"

I should be studying abit for my practical exam but I felt kinda malas n no mood..
what am I gonna do?
practice the x-mas carolling songs~!!
yah... Its surprising that I joined.. but for fun la.. it was FUN
I have problem remembering the lyrics.. sigh ...
anyway I'll try my BEST~!! ;)

I watched a movie just now which called StepBrothers. I story kinda stupid n funny but I like the moral of the story : be who you are although ppl does not accept the way your are.
i think someday ppl will acknowledge us.

why things kept on happening on me.. I did nothing but I become the innocent victim..
is this a test or punishment from above?
virus also my fault
thumbdrive also my fault
being who i am also my fault
being someones dear also my fault
spoon n fork kept in cupboard n went missing also my fault
get scolding also my fault
worrying also my fault
what else u all wanna blame on me??
I just don't understand why these things happens..

Everyone changes as times goes by.. either for the better or the worse..
most think they r matured but they aren't
most think they became confident but more to egoism
most think they care bout others by sending forwarded messages but actually they remember to care
most think they r pretty n handsome but memang they r getting more gorgeous =)

actually i donno how to put it into words.. i feeling slightly drowsy due to sinus problem again

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Oh well.. Practical exam coming soon n End of semester exam again.. then it will be a annual dinner... i donno what to wear ,, how nice if im a guy then i wouldn't need to think so much.. this month so many ppl's b;day.. crap la.. headache with thinking of what presents to buy.. somemore x-mas coming soon.. >_< I think i'll delay the presents till next month..

Handphone - back to normal

finally my antique handphone able to ring!! yay!! no need to buy new phone!!
I think my handphone trying to show warning signs that it will say bye bye to me soon.. =/
the button for no.1 already loose and always drops off... =p

My handphone spoilt... >_<

Last 2 days I dropped twice and last night I accidentally dropped it once.. a real hard 1 ...
The most of the functions are still normal just that it can't ring but can vibrate.. similiar to setting my handphone to silent mode.. *sob sob*

Must study !!!

I dont have the mood to study these days.. too many visits to other hospitals which drains off my energy.. by the time i reach back about 4.30pm.. i'll be dead tried.. another 2 more visits on mon n tues.. the next day i'll have my exams.. >_<
thank god there were study group for 2 days which stimulates me a lil to study .. hehee..
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The melamine thinggy never ends.. The other time was the Rabbit milk candy.. this time is bout the biscuits that our cafetaria provides us.. i've been taking it for 2yrs n now only they found out it contain melamines... the funniest part that i heard was when some ppl here heard bout the biscuit news, they immediately went to the toiletbowl to vomit it out,, crap la..

FINALLY I finished watching West Side Story~!! woohoo
why am I so happy? I would proudly tell u that I took 3 days to finish a 2 hour 30mins movie!
I was kinda curious why most ppl said the movie were great.. within every scene I'll stop because I just couldn't stand their songs but I love to see them dance. The choreography were SUBARASHI~!! The storyline kinda normal but its kinda meaningful.. hehehee~
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Wow.. I'll be having theory for almost 2 months...crazy la.. I can imagine how stressful I'll be especially for the practical exam. Next 2 weeks I'll be having Test II.. n I havent study a single thing.. heheheeeeeee,,, good for me!!

Short but FUN

I had a trip to terengganu.. it was fun although it was just 2 days trip. =)

First time I went to Tasik Kenyir and Empangan Kenyir.. the place is so peaceful n beautiful.

My fav candy contain MELAMINE!!

I've been eating this Milk Rabbit candies for over 22 years of my life n now only they've discovered that it contains MELAMINE. o.O I'm still ALIVE!
I'm still having few biji of those candies in my drawer.

feeling down again

I hate to do assignments in BM coz I donno how to translate Eng to BM .. finally I know how bad my BM was.. darn

now I'm stuck with my assignment with lotsa harted feelings. Night shift is coming again! with all these night shift how am i going to achieve my procedures ... damn it

that day i was happily eating papaya n mango then my fren saw me in da corridor n she said " why r u eating this type of things ar? " i was kinda piss because the last time she said i always get sick cos didnt take fruits. Now, I'm eating fruits is it a crime ar?? always think before questioning something that contraindicated from what u said to me the last time.. Just let me eat what i wan n PAPAYA & MANGO is healthy for goodness sake.

So lazy to blog nowadays..
Last week psychiatric posting weren't that bad compared to this week posted to day surgery unit. Oh well.. can't complain much.. still got 3 days more to go.
Last Sun I had fun doing volunteery work in zoo.. i thought i was gonna assigned to clean animal poops but I was assigned to follow the vet to bathe a Sumatran Tiger. Well.. i didnt get to really bathe them but I had the chance to wipe dry the tiger after bathe. I wish i could hug the tiger.. XD

Bad morning

Tutor came in late.. it is fine.. then she spent so much time on saying that we don't proper group work n so on.. yes we all do know but nothing can be done.. she puts on VERY HIGH EXPECTATIONS.. crap la.. she expect us to study 5hours a day.. It would be no problem for nerds la.. or unless near exam.. crap la.. our assignment were like mountain high n want us do to everything perfect n also wants us to study 5 HOURS per day.. i need a life of my own,, crap la. this is way too much.. anyway she was just suggesting that we should do so... then only she begins to teach.. my mood totally spoilt till i didnt realize i release it on the person sitting next to me.. feel bad now..

What had happened last week ??

1) Whole entire class get extreme scoldings from tutors! Because of :
- A stupidity of a girl listening to songs while sitting right infront of the door. The tutor saw n get so damn mad n started scolding the whole class for the entire day. >_< the girl still tak insaf-insaf lagi. WTF la..
- Group members can't cooperate well in doing presentations.. then all of us kena nag like mad

2) My classmates r disrespectful n they don't deserve it either. Same goes to my roommate.

3) Down with major flu for 3days then upper respiratory infection till now.. I get the flu from my dad when i came back on last weekend.

4) Drama marathon !! woohoo!! Anime marathon!! General Marion in D.Gray-man damn kakkoi!!!

5) I watched 3D movie with a whole bunch of friends in MV.. =)

6) I haven't start my case study at all ! yay! Good improvement! =P

SAVE SAVE SAVE

Have to save lotsa money this month.. got many expensive things to buy next month... >_<