everthing in life are special..
if only u appreciates it.

What's wrong with my chatterbox? Always shows bad ID.. cacated la...

I felt like going on holiday.. maybe this time I should go by myself since nobody can teman. Where should i go?? hmm... maybe somewhere i won't meet anyone that i know.. or should i visit my friends in overseas? hehehe...

I'm too lazy to blog nowadays.. hehee.. so bare with me

"Good News"

My grandma will be staying here permanently with my family. I should really pity my stepmom coz she have to take care of my grandma. Whenever I come home, she will grab the opportunity to fly away then I have to take over her shift. It's not to say I don't like my grandma or whatever it is.. there were a few episodes that makes me felt extremely dissappointed therefore it makes me not so fond of my grandma anymore. Anyway, she is still my grandma.
I really hope my other aunts n uncles will also take the responsibility to take care of her. Next year would be our first year celebrate CNY in KL.,, Good for me.. I can keep my annual leaves for other days n work during CNY coz my house would definately be like a can of sardine.

For the past 1 week, it has been a stressful & filled with disappointments. It is a long story... I am sick of thinking back what had happened back then... I've been feeling very dull and negative since then.. Even in my dreams.. it wasn't any good dreams.. I dreamt of my procedures, tutors giving pressure n my family.
I just can't run from reality.. I'm just so sick with my life here.

I''m so tired of anything after a tough day n I'm feeling kinda dull now...

No matter how much hard work i put in, nobody appreciates it..
No matter how much I care, I do not get it in return..
No matter how much I worry, it was actually worthless..
No matter how much I wish, my wishes will never come true..
No matter how much time I have, it always ended up wasted..

STRESS TIRED HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

STRESS
I couldn't fulfill my procedures.. been working like mad without gaining anything.

TIRED
I didnt get enough sleep for almost a week...Now, I really had panda eyes. I've been running around the whole hospital for 9 HOURS!!!!

HUNGRY
I ate 1/2 of sausage bread at 6.20am & my next meal is at 4.30pm.. I were extremely dehidrated n hungry...