1 week of annual leave aren't enough for me.. >_<

past few days i went genting. i didnt get to play at outdoor theme park coz of heavy rain.. crap la.. anywayz i manage to enter casino.. hehe.. its so damn noisy n smokey inside there.. i left that place with a big headache due to the smoke..

Yay~!! HOLIDAY!!!

I'm free for this week till Sat~! woohoo~!! felt like i just escaped from prison.. =D

On Mondayz i gonna collect my semIV results... i think i need to standby rm50 for resit my Endocrine System exam paper. Pray hard that I pass all my exam!!!

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For the past 1 month i was posted to Paediatric Ward for 2 weeks n Operation Theater (OT) for 2 weeks ~
Working in children's ward isn't that bad, some of them just so kawaii n some of them very very manja n naughty.. I stood just 1 metre away n they started to cry.. >_< I haven't even touch them !! I did a baby bath for a 4days old baby.. thank god CN Mary was kind enough to guide me.. =)
I think i might consider to work in OT after i graduate.., its so fun n challenging .. just that nurses job kinda "mafan" which u have to prepare so many equipments n instruments n have to count n rinse after use before sending for sterilization. The first day i went into OT, its so freaking cold in there. I dont know i'm qualified or capable enough to work there in future..

everthing in life are special..
if only u appreciates it.

What's wrong with my chatterbox? Always shows bad ID.. cacated la...

I felt like going on holiday.. maybe this time I should go by myself since nobody can teman. Where should i go?? hmm... maybe somewhere i won't meet anyone that i know.. or should i visit my friends in overseas? hehehe...

I'm too lazy to blog nowadays.. hehee.. so bare with me

"Good News"

My grandma will be staying here permanently with my family. I should really pity my stepmom coz she have to take care of my grandma. Whenever I come home, she will grab the opportunity to fly away then I have to take over her shift. It's not to say I don't like my grandma or whatever it is.. there were a few episodes that makes me felt extremely dissappointed therefore it makes me not so fond of my grandma anymore. Anyway, she is still my grandma.
I really hope my other aunts n uncles will also take the responsibility to take care of her. Next year would be our first year celebrate CNY in KL.,, Good for me.. I can keep my annual leaves for other days n work during CNY coz my house would definately be like a can of sardine.

For the past 1 week, it has been a stressful & filled with disappointments. It is a long story... I am sick of thinking back what had happened back then... I've been feeling very dull and negative since then.. Even in my dreams.. it wasn't any good dreams.. I dreamt of my procedures, tutors giving pressure n my family.
I just can't run from reality.. I'm just so sick with my life here.